So my 2-week study break officially starts today, and as expected, I have gotten nothing done because I have no sense of urgency whatsoever. A semester into uni life has definitely not been the best and I have been struggling between the two choices: To pursue studies or go out to work??? And by work of course i mean Singapore Airlines
Honestly if i were to weigh the pros and cons between the two, all that I have achieved in school are average to below average grades. So, do i pay to go to school and get below average scores, or get paid to go to work, travel and earn some money? (So obvious which I should totally be going for)
The only con which I can think of for going to work is no more weekends with the bf (which is very very important to me) and ultimately, no degree (which is otherwise assumed to be a "basic necessity" to survive in Singapore). I don't think that I'm ready to sacrifice my weekends for a job right now so I guess the option of going to work is out.
No idea why I'm still debating and whining over this when I have been in school for almost a semester now??? Just excuse me while I continue to be bitter and to try and seek comfort while accepting the fact that I am stuck with another 4 years of studying. I will forever and always be envious of people whose job scope involves them flying across the globe ok )": I will always be counting down to the end of my education journey. Sometimes I just cannot believe that I "conformed to the ways of society", can I put it that way? I can now be easily labelled as just a typical Singaporean pursuing business studies (obviously), and accepting the fate of becoming an office-slave. On a brighter note, I have definitely not accepted this tragic fate of mine ok 👌
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