The opposite of love is not hate, but indifference.

Things will be alright

I've finally brought my lazy ass here to make an actual proper blog post now guys. Lappie's battery is running real low and I'm too lazy of a sloth to get my charger, so I'm just hoping I'll be able to finish this post in time. So what's been going on: It's already been halfway into my holidays and I think that it's been rather eventful since I've been having something on every single week. And I'm really enjoying everything, except for the days where I have to head to school idk I really can't stand school and would like to avoid travelling to Dover as much as I can // O mah gaaahd I actually wrote an entire post but it decided to vanish into some black hole so I need a second to gather my thoughts again...

As I was saying, I am enjoying my holidays, and my results just had to be a bitch and ruin my life. Lol jk but I was upset. Results remained status quo, which may seem like something good since it didn't deprove, but no. Really expected something better sigh. I'm blaming the C+ plus I got for Bstats since I was sick for the paper (excuses). On a brighter note, I got a B+ for Maec, which I am proud of (-: Honestly, I have never seen myself as an academic sort of person, and am most obviously not academically inclined. The only thing I thought I was made for was English, especially during Primary school days. I knew words other kids didn't. Then things started to go downhill and now I suck hahahaha.  I have no clue how I'm gonna get into a University, so I'll be starting to think of alternative ways on how I can keep myself alive in the future. Can I just fast-forward to the part where I'm happily married with a family, decent job, and income though? Okay maybe not because I'll miss my parents and brother hahah but you get it. // Talking about marriage, I've been watching many wedding shows of late, and I can't wait to get married and shop for a wedding dress cause they're all so pretty *.* Then again, I'm so indecisive I'll take like I don't know a year or something to decide. But there's this wedding show where brides search for that perfect dress, and they say that the bride will know it when she finds "THE ONE". And then everyone would cry because they're just that touched and happy. Isn't it all so exciting? Hehe and there's 'Young and Married' where young couples in their 20's get married it's all just so awww (": And I've been to at least 3 family weddings (and counting) this year. I think they made me appreciate dresses and I feel like buying. Haven't been able to set aside a day to go on a shopping spree, and hopefully next week I'll be able to.

By the way, I'm officially gonna be a brace face since I just submitted my Xray! Excited and scared hahahah I'm just hoping that the braces will make a difference since my bottom set of crooked teeth isn't very obvious (unless I talk to you a lot) Otherwise, I'll be wasting my dad's money and that's the last thing I wanna do. Braces aren't cheap okay. Oh and I cut my hair just above my shoulder too hehe I like it and that's all that matters. I don't get why my posts are always so wordy compared to other people's, but that would be all for now. Maybe I just like talking to myself. I need to do a Pierce The Veil post soon 

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