Sometimes I feel like I'm not cut out for life, or anyone for that matter hahahahhais
The grass will only always seem greener on the other side guys
Other than that, Happy V Day everibadi
Friday, February 13, 2015
Tuesday, January 20, 2015
2015
First post of the new year 2k15 (No idea how this trend started)
Because I've thought of my new years' resolutions even though everyone says not to but I really want to do this so yes, here I am. Plus I'll be hitting the big 2 this year, and graduating from SP, and entering into a university, and removing my braces, and finding new stuff to do. It's scary that there's gonna be so much to handle this year, I'm not sure if i'll be able to do it.
2015 Resolutions:
1. Drink more water
2. Improve my skin
3. Be less lazy
4. Mature up
5. Legitimately mature up (Because I need to stop being so egoistic and willful 80% of the time and turning 20 means turning into an adult)
And there you go. Looks pathetic but I'm really hoping to grow into someone who's more mature and to be able to think for not only myself but those around. To stop having the need to have the final say and to stop wanting everything my way just because. Throughout more than half my teenage years, I've grown to become someone whom I would say is "independent" and couldn't care less about others (in the willful kind of way). I honestly like it that way, but it's not going to work well with having the bf (mentioning "the bf " just somehow automatically makes everything sound cheesy to me but oh well). Sometimes just really can't stand the fact of how males have to be the dominant one and females to just stick to being "girls". No idea where I'm going with this and how I'm going to achieve my resolutions at the moment. I just hope that as i get nearer to 20 each day, my brain and mentality will automatically adjust to an adult's and turn me into the mature grown up which i ought to be 🙏🙏
Because I've thought of my new years' resolutions even though everyone says not to but I really want to do this so yes, here I am. Plus I'll be hitting the big 2 this year, and graduating from SP, and entering into a university, and removing my braces, and finding new stuff to do. It's scary that there's gonna be so much to handle this year, I'm not sure if i'll be able to do it.
2015 Resolutions:
1. Drink more water
2. Improve my skin
3. Be less lazy
4. Mature up
5. Legitimately mature up (Because I need to stop being so egoistic and willful 80% of the time and turning 20 means turning into an adult)
And there you go. Looks pathetic but I'm really hoping to grow into someone who's more mature and to be able to think for not only myself but those around. To stop having the need to have the final say and to stop wanting everything my way just because. Throughout more than half my teenage years, I've grown to become someone whom I would say is "independent" and couldn't care less about others (in the willful kind of way). I honestly like it that way, but it's not going to work well with having the bf (mentioning "the bf " just somehow automatically makes everything sound cheesy to me but oh well). Sometimes just really can't stand the fact of how males have to be the dominant one and females to just stick to being "girls". No idea where I'm going with this and how I'm going to achieve my resolutions at the moment. I just hope that as i get nearer to 20 each day, my brain and mentality will automatically adjust to an adult's and turn me into the mature grown up which i ought to be 🙏🙏
Tuesday, December 9, 2014
Happy Birthdays
Not like the bae will ever see this, but Happy Birthday!! Have been making preparations for this day ( 8 dec 2014) and it hasn't even ended even though the day is long over. Started his surprise off with a celebration with his Dota boys together with a cute-ass cake which Edwin made from Posh brownies. Sidenote: We fell into a petty argument at that very afternoon but I wouldn't want to go into detail about it. Just realised how long a day it was so instead of typing it all out,
1. Surprise celebration with the boys
2. Surprise celebration from me at midnight
3. Surprise celebration with 05
4. Surprise birthday present - The Script tickets
5. Surprise chalet with 05&06 (In progress)
6. Surprise staycation (In progress)
Have never done so much for a person's birthday before hahaha but well it's all worth it seeing people being happy. On top of it all, thankful for having Kai Ni to help with the purchase of The Script's tickets (-: Want to collate the series of events through photos but am in too much of a state of lazy right now so maybe another day. Talking about birthdays, just want to recall how the bf surprised me with a trip to Krabi just 4 months back because I never got to put it down in this space. Was genuinely surprised and touched because I don't know who in the right mind would spend on a trip for 2, when we've barely been together for a year. We basically went there without knowing much, but ended up having the best time. Came back to another surprise by Crazy SH a few days later. I love birthdays cause it's just one of those annual events which remind me of the bestest group of friends I've got and how ever so thankful I am to have them.
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