2015

First post of the new year 2k15 (No idea how this trend started)

Because I've thought of my new years' resolutions even though everyone says not to but I really want to do this so yes, here I am. Plus I'll be hitting the big 2 this year, and graduating from SP, and entering into a university, and removing my braces, and finding new stuff to do. It's scary that there's gonna be so much to handle this year, I'm not sure if i'll be able to do it.

2015 Resolutions:
1. Drink more water
2. Improve my skin
3. Be less lazy
4. Mature up
5. Legitimately mature up (Because I need to stop being so egoistic and willful 80% of the time and turning 20 means turning into an adult)

And there you go. Looks pathetic but I'm really hoping to grow into someone who's more mature and to be able to think for not only myself but those around. To stop having the need to have the final say and to stop wanting everything my way just because. Throughout more than half my teenage years, I've grown to become someone whom I would say is "independent" and couldn't care less about others (in the willful kind of way). I honestly like it that way, but it's not going to work well with having the bf (mentioning "the bf " just somehow automatically makes everything sound cheesy to me but oh well). Sometimes just really can't stand the fact of how males have to be the dominant one and females to just stick to being "girls". No idea where I'm going with this and how I'm going to achieve my resolutions at the moment. I just hope that as i get nearer to 20 each day, my brain and mentality will automatically adjust to an adult's and turn me into the mature grown up which i ought to be 🙏🙏