Pierce The Veil 15/2/13

Although I was literally suffocating throughout and thought I was gonna die, Pierce The Veil's concert was really awesome!! It's something that I can't really explain, but you'll have to be there to experience. The crowd was crazy although there was a lot, and I mean A LOT of pushing. I actually got separated from the bro and friends, so yes, I was basically alone for practically the whole concert hahahah but you wouldn't even bother since all you would wanna do is enjoy, but at the same time, get as close to the front as possible. Didn't really like it when people crowd surfed above me though, since I was already suffocating and they're just so damn heavy. By the end of it, everyone was literally drenched and soaked in sweat, like my hair and shirt; all wet from sweat. 

By the way, attending concerts have got to be the best thing ever because I really really really love listening to crowds singing along incredibly loudly during concerts. I get goosebumps from it and I just really really love it. Oh, and Vic posted our selfie on his instagram the following day omg I don't think anything can beat that, I thought I could just die in peace already hahahah So glad that I decided to go and super thankful for the bro who managed to get tickets for Jia An and I (":

// So this post has been lying in my draft for so many months now, and I'm finally publishing it. No idea why it took me so long. Anyway my love for Pierce The Veil has developed since, and I seriously love them to bits, like really.

Thank You and Goodnight

WELL, SHUT UP AND LISTEN 13 WAS ONE OF THE BEST THINGS THAT EVER HAPPENED.

The atmosphere was great, the crowd was great, and the bands were just the absolute best. Tonight Alive, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, and Anberlin have such fantastic stage presence, I am gonna remember this night for I don't know, ever. Queuing alone early in the morning was totally worth it. Honestly enjoyed myself so much, I regret nothing at all.

Can't wait to get hold of all the pictures we got with Tonight Alive ♥

29/8/2013

"How terrible it is to love something death can touch."

Seriously need one of these pictures blown up and hung on my wall.
Credits to Adam Elmakias (http://adamelmakias.com/).
He takes amazing photos of bands and their concerts.

Wanna purchase a print so bad but they don't seem to be shipping to Singapore. Someone help? )-:

Clarity

Clarity - Zedd (Cover) @andrewagarcia & @andylangemusic 

So damn good ♥

Daylight

Well, guys, look how fast time has flown once again? Haven't made a post since the start of the term, and we're already at the end of it. It hasn't actually felt that long. And, I just wanted to say how I couldn't agree more with my previous post. I love it so much that I would favourite/reblog it over a million times if I could. Re-reading it over and over and over again just makes me feel so... hopeful/determined? I don't know, I can't seem to explain it. I just feel really, really good. Just so you know, I hate having to admit to being the sort who actually cares about what people have to say/think of me. But in case you couldn't tell, I'm learning to lose this horrible pride of mine, and do what I have to do. Screw what others say. Over the years, I've learnt to be more of me, and less of what others expect me to be. It has been a personal struggle of mine for some time now and you have no idea how glad I am to realise that I'm coming to terms with it. Things can only get better from here; I know it (-: 

And just some highlights in my life for the past months:

1. Braces

2. Industrial piercing

3. Met Chester See/MyChonny/David Choi/Wes

By the way, I would like to take this moment to appreciate and thank my lovely and encouraging brace-faced friends who stood with my constant complaining and whining on how scared I was with each trip to the dentist. It may last for another 2 weeks or so though, because I'll be extracting my teeth soon AND I'M SCARED HAHA Anyway, I luv u guys :*

Ending off with old pictures from Adventure Cove

Look at us losers hahahah Can't wait to go again hehe

"Many times I’ve alluded to how I’ve experienced my fair share of problems (although I haven’t disclosed what exactly they’ve been, you can probably infer) and I’ve also noted how much I’ve changed through the process of coming back from these painful experiences. I want to clarify something. I don’t think I’ve actually changed. I think I’ve become more and more myself. Every time I’m pushed to my limits and don’t know how I’ll go on, the way I eventually do is by removing a layer of my ego and living out what I know to be truly me.

There is nothing more liberating than the day you realize you’re living without consideration of other’s opinions. It’s the day that you’re focused on what you are doing, right in that moment. It’s when you don’t hold back because you’re afraid of who may judge you and make you feel embarrassed. It’s also the day that you accept negative opinions as weightless, insignificant thoughts of others. You make yourself the only person in control of your life. As it should be."

     (Source: Thought Catalog, Brianna Wiest )

Th1rteen R3asons Why

Thirteen Reasons Why - I really enjoyed reading it although the ending was a little bit of a spoiler. Well, us Poly kids are Year 2 seniors now. Can anyone believe that we're already into the third week of the new semester? Time flies so extremely fast, it's getting hard to keep up. Before we know it, we'll all be out working or pursing our Masters/Degrees. My first week of school was decent, but I have no idea how so much lethargy hit me in the second week; I'm so glad it's over. Not gonna complain much since I have every Wednesday of the week to rest (I mad love my timetable). As much as I want to be a hardcore mugger this semester and attempt to achieve a maximum GPA, I'll never be able to pull it off. Therefore my plan is to just diligently do the weekly tutorials and have quick revisions here and there between the week. Please feel free to help motivate me along the way. And I'll definitely try my best to put oversleeping and skipping classes to the minimum. I have very very decent and nice new tutors, which I'm very glad and thankful for because I think that they actually make me feel hopeful of being able to do well. To end off on a happier note, Ryan Higa may be coming back next month, Sleeping With Sirens new album in June, and Fall Out Boy is having a concert here in August. I absolutely cannot wait ☺

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Clinton Cave (Rapper)

Jose Mostajo

Guys let me share with you some of my Youtube guy crushes because they make me swoon *.* 

You're Welcome

The opposite of love is not hate, but indifference.

Things will be alright

I've finally brought my lazy ass here to make an actual proper blog post now guys. Lappie's battery is running real low and I'm too lazy of a sloth to get my charger, so I'm just hoping I'll be able to finish this post in time. So what's been going on: It's already been halfway into my holidays and I think that it's been rather eventful since I've been having something on every single week. And I'm really enjoying everything, except for the days where I have to head to school idk I really can't stand school and would like to avoid travelling to Dover as much as I can // O mah gaaahd I actually wrote an entire post but it decided to vanish into some black hole so I need a second to gather my thoughts again...

As I was saying, I am enjoying my holidays, and my results just had to be a bitch and ruin my life. Lol jk but I was upset. Results remained status quo, which may seem like something good since it didn't deprove, but no. Really expected something better sigh. I'm blaming the C+ plus I got for Bstats since I was sick for the paper (excuses). On a brighter note, I got a B+ for Maec, which I am proud of (-: Honestly, I have never seen myself as an academic sort of person, and am most obviously not academically inclined. The only thing I thought I was made for was English, especially during Primary school days. I knew words other kids didn't. Then things started to go downhill and now I suck hahahaha.  I have no clue how I'm gonna get into a University, so I'll be starting to think of alternative ways on how I can keep myself alive in the future. Can I just fast-forward to the part where I'm happily married with a family, decent job, and income though? Okay maybe not because I'll miss my parents and brother hahah but you get it. // Talking about marriage, I've been watching many wedding shows of late, and I can't wait to get married and shop for a wedding dress cause they're all so pretty *.* Then again, I'm so indecisive I'll take like I don't know a year or something to decide. But there's this wedding show where brides search for that perfect dress, and they say that the bride will know it when she finds "THE ONE". And then everyone would cry because they're just that touched and happy. Isn't it all so exciting? Hehe and there's 'Young and Married' where young couples in their 20's get married it's all just so awww (": And I've been to at least 3 family weddings (and counting) this year. I think they made me appreciate dresses and I feel like buying. Haven't been able to set aside a day to go on a shopping spree, and hopefully next week I'll be able to.

By the way, I'm officially gonna be a brace face since I just submitted my Xray! Excited and scared hahahah I'm just hoping that the braces will make a difference since my bottom set of crooked teeth isn't very obvious (unless I talk to you a lot) Otherwise, I'll be wasting my dad's money and that's the last thing I wanna do. Braces aren't cheap okay. Oh and I cut my hair just above my shoulder too hehe I like it and that's all that matters. I don't get why my posts are always so wordy compared to other people's, but that would be all for now. Maybe I just like talking to myself. I need to do a Pierce The Veil post soon 

1/2 YTF

 

2013 (1)

I love love Jon D's covers 

We're already entering into the third week of 2013, and first off I'd like to wish my dearest girls Van, Clara, and Kai Ni a very happy 18th birthday (-: Can't believe 5 years have passed just like that, and about 12-13 years for Vanessa (Kindergarten friend ). Hope you enjoyed the surprise birthday dinner!

Work has definitely been piling up, with all the projects coming in all at once. I foresee late night and hectic weeks ahead, right up till study week, which is just about 3-4 weeks ahead. Results have been alright I guess, apart from some modules such as Economics, and I studied for it )-: I don't think I can bring myself to do any tutorials, but I'll somehow have to. I'd actually like to prove to myself that I can do it because I feel underestimated, not by anyone, but just in general. I'm sure everyone feels like that sometimes? Oh yes, and my new year resolution is to drink more water, and go to the gym hahahah May God bless me and every one else for the coming weeks ahead ♥

2013

I am in shock of how demented Mona seems to be (talking about Pretty Little Liars here btw). Only halfway into the first episode of Season 3 and I'm cringing every other minute. Yes, I paused the episode to complete this post because I'm at a scene where it seems like something/someone is gonna pop out and freak me out )-: Two thumbs up for Kaini who watched every PLL episode alone so ATTENTION EVERYONE: Over the years, our dear friend here has grown to be really brave. She's all grown up now (": But seriously though, the show is getting freakier by each episode. After watching PLL, I thought of actually owning a pepper spray or something, and bringing it around with me everywhere I go, just in case someone decides to sneak up on me to attack me and I'll have to defend myself.

I have just realised that this is my first post for the new year, and instead of reflecting on 2012 and making resolutions for 2013 like everyone else, I'm going on about how freaked out I am. I just need to talk to someone bout Pretty Little Liars but everyone's asleep hahahah It feels so surreal, 2013 I mean. Doesn't feel like a new year at all. And I can't believe that this is the year which the 1995 kids are all gonna turn 18. Btw, I constantly see tweets like "Can't wait to turn 18 and legal" (not exactly that but somewhat along those lines) but I honestly don't see what's so exciting about turning 18. I just feel extremely... old. The only thing I wanna do when I turn 18 is to get my driving license. And if you're thinking legal as in clubbing and having sex then ha ha, I'm laughing at you. Anyway, it's exactly a week past the new year, but Happy 2013 guys (-: